My November anti-racist read was We Want to Do More than Survive: Abolitionist Teaching and the Pursuit of Educational Freedom, by Bettina L. Love. I experienced this book via audiobook, and then re-read the hard copy from my local library.

Here is some information about the book, from IndieBound:

Drawing on personal stories, research, and historical events, an esteemed educator offers a vision of educational justice inspired by the rebellious spirit and methods of abolitionists.

Drawing on her life’s work of teaching and researching in urban schools, Bettina Love persuasively argues that educators must teach students about racial violence, oppression, and how to make sustainable change in their communities through radical civic initiatives and movements. She argues that the US educational system is maintained by and profits from the suffering of children of color. Instead of trying to repair a flawed system, educational reformers offer survival tactics in the forms of test-taking skills, acronyms, grit labs, and character education, which Love calls the educational survival complex.

To dismantle the educational survival complex and to achieve educational freedom—not merely reform—teachers, parents, and community leaders must approach education with the imagination, determination, boldness, and urgency of an abolitionist. Following in the tradition of activists like Ella Baker, Bayard Rustin, and Fannie Lou Hamer, We Want to Do More Than Survive introduces an alternative to traditional modes of educational reform and expands our ideas of civic engagement and intersectional justice.

As a white teacher who worked in education for years before working to understand my own whiteness and complicity in systemic and educational racism, this was an incredibly painful read. I experienced the book the first time in audiobook form, and found that much of it passed me by, as my brain focused on my own teaching mistakes, reflections of decisions I had made in my classroom, and ways that my actions had been harmful to the children in my care. Shame is a powerful emotion, and can block out opportunities to learn and grow. So I decided to revisit the book in print form once I had processed those feelings, to try to get more from the text. Both book formats are powerful, although I think I preferred the audiobook (the narrator Misty Monroe is great, and the book has very small text, which is a struggle for me). Every reader’s experience will be different, but maybe this listen-then-read technique will be helpful for you, too.

Award-winning professor and author Bettina L. Love’s “writing, research, teaching, and activism meet at the intersection of race, education, abolition, and Black joy. Dr. Love is concerned with how educators working with parents and communities can build communal, civically engaged schools rooted in Abolitionist Teaching with the goal of intersectional social justice for equitable classrooms that love and affirm Black and Brown children.” (Source). Dr. Love’s work has had an amazing impact on the field of education, and she is truly generous with her research and resources. Here are just a few:

You can learn from Dr. Bettina L. Love everyday via her website, Twitter, Instagram, and Facebook page. These resources are valuable, but they are not a substitution for paying for the author’s work.

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In 2020, I’m attempting to read at least one book each month specifically to help me on my antiracist journey. I’m not an expert, and I’m not a professional. You’re welcome to read and learn along with me, if you’d like.

Waking Up White, by Debby Irving
White Fragility, by Robin DiAngelo
Stamped – Racism, Antiracism, and You, by Jason Reynolds and Ibram X. Kendi
This Book is Anti-Racist, by Tiffany Jewell and Aurélia Durand
So You Want to Talk about Race, by Ijeoma Oluo
I’m Still Here: Black Dignity in a World Made for Whiteness, by Austin Channing Brown
Me and White Supremacy, by Layla F. Saad